DINGQI

2009-12-07T22:46:00.000+08:00

One paper down today. 4 more to go. Scribble and cancel alot. Hopefully I will get my ans correct if not, i will get the working marks. E. materials tmr. Totally no mood to study. HOW HOW HOW? Sian. Compare to last sem, i think i can score this sem. Not I think, I definitely can. I'm abit down today. Reminiscence alot in the train. Think tmr i will feel better. OK time to mug. CIAO.

2009-12-06T20:59:00.001+08:00

I wish I could tell my father some thing. But I still don't have the courage to talk to him face to face, heart to heart. Pa, you will be back, safely.

2009-11-25T00:57:00.000+08:00

sui bian. really sui bian.

2009-11-24T12:48:00.002+08:00

YO:D Now in comp lab at T14. I super tired now. Almost slept throughout E.tech lesson today. Woke up still very sleepy. A classroom is really the next best place to sleep in. I think I will be KO in thermofluids :/ K now going to eng materials class. BYES.

2009-11-23T18:12:00.002+08:00

A quick post before I starting studying. MST is less than 3 weeks. 5 modules to be tested. Even though the percentage of mst is low but still, it can make a difference in GPA. After talking with out class tutor today, I realise i really really really need to buck up in order to get into NUS or NTU. So this sem I must chiong to the max. No more slacking just study. For the sake of getting just that stupid piece of degree, STUDY HARD! Found some pictures in hp taken this few weeks :D

ZHANG ZHI XIAN. The stern looking guy become an irritating pest. LOL! 36o degree change since this sem. All cheng han's fault. HAHAHAHAHA. just kidding :p

In harry potter, there is this character call nearly headless nick. In sp, there is nearly headless chua:D

emo guys. chua and han. LOL.

ZHANG KUN chong DA GE! always bully me siol~~

HAHAHA this pic damn epic. Taken during thermofluids. Even the lecturer chio till peng :D

HAHA. that's it. BYE folks:D

2009-11-14T21:27:00.001+08:00

Yesterday training was slack. Can't do simple kick correctly and super hungry ytd during traning. Left leg still chui :/ never eat dinner. Moral of the story, before training must eat a little. No food no strength :/

Sibei dulan with some ppl. No brains. think i 好欺负 . i just dun wan guai lan further. Yesterday totally not my day. wtf. Very tired recently due to all the long hours of school. 8am/9am - 5pm class. wth. KILL ME PLEASE. A tired and hungry DQ is an angry DQ. This semester like sleep in class most of the time. Air con very shuang, nowadays raining makes the temperature just nice for sleeping plus lecturer voice like lullaby. haha.

CRS is a total shit for me. Thought I can say bye bye to all argumentative essays after I left secondary school then I met them again in poly. -.- week 6 will be my crs ca1 test. 3 more weeks to MST. Walao. sian.

Can't wait for my korea trip. Holidays faster come!

2009-11-02T22:25:00.001+08:00

TO:****** **
MY GOD, stop pestering me like fuck.
IF YOU LIKE HER, GO TALK TO HER OR GIVE UP.
IF YOU ARE MISERABLE, DUN FUCKING PESTER ME.

2009-10-29T23:11:00.000+08:00

I really catch no ball on
THERMOFLUIDS
THERMOFLUIDS
THERMOFLUIDS!
UGGHHHH!!!

2009-10-27T23:53:00.001+08:00

TMD. I SIBEI DULAN SOME PPL TODAY. FUCK.

2009-10-26T10:58:00.000+08:00

Now is the start of the 2nd week. First week of school is totally sian la. LOL but it is also the most relaxing week of the sem. Cos lecturer nothing much to teach. Practical lessons even more shiok. Breifing half an hour end lesson liao. LOL. But starting from week 2, have to start studying liao. Cos now no more holidays. Straight away exams. JI SIAN-.-Have to start doing some serious studying cos there are alot of core modules this sem. Went for unarmed combat course with keli and minde last weekend. Sir leon is interesting and funny. LOL.I hope can faster clear this course. Maybe going 2nd dan with keli?? I dunno. LOL.

2009-10-18T20:34:00.000+08:00

Fuck. I don't want to think anymore for the time being cos it gives me fucking headache. School is starting tomorrow~~ Going back to my 6 am routine. -.- But nvm. Its been a long holiday. Gonna see my classmate sooooooooon. :DDDD

2009-10-15T20:45:00.000+08:00

YAY! school is starting in 3 days times! Can't wait to see my classmates. Can't wait to talk cock with them again. Its really a long, dreaded holiday. Damn it. Hope next semester will be more fun. Next goal of next sem, bond with the guys in my class and get good GPA!! Really can't wait for school to start seriously, no need to think so much. Make me headache. Now, I shall think of nothing but tkd, studies and friends :D When it is time to study, just study!

Registered for my GEMs module. WTF. Can't get the one i wanted. In the no choice, i chose "world at my finger tips". Sort of like geography. Never mind! next sem i shall choose even a better module.

2009-10-09T14:33:00.001+08:00

Woke up at 12 today. Went to sas and check my new sem timetable. The timetable is alright. But tues and thu one sucks to core:/ I can really feel the urge to study hard now. I really really want to pull up my gpa to 3.5 Its a must to pull up if not my cumalative gpa will be very low. I can't wait for my school to start!

Chat with Grace alot last night about korea:D She told me many wonderful shopping tips and locations. ZOMG. I really want to fly to korea now. HAHA. She's jealous cos I'm going in dec which is the winter season. HAHAHA. Dun worry girl, I can pack you into my lagguage and fly with me there. HAHA. Still got two more months to the trip and I already began counting down. And I can't wait to see my cousin! Hope she did well for her o levels. Do well and we can enjoy in korea yeah? A SA! hwaiting((:

Off to study my first aid manual. Tmr is the test. TMD sian:/

Don't treat me so nice cos you will end up getting hurt by my bluntness.

2009-10-08T18:17:00.002+08:00

I'll bastard all the way.

2009-10-07T15:06:00.004+08:00

Hahahahahaha never blog for 2 months le. OOPS. pai seh pai seh. Holidays is ending in another 2 weeks times. I got back my results and GPA is disappointing. Ok I admit I did slack through the first semester la. Never listen in class, always open laptop during lecture and never do tutorial. Jia lat sia. Sat down and thought why my GPA sucks. Got to start doing some serious studying instead of slacking in the next semester. Poly life can be fun and carefree~~~ BUT when its time for exams, GO STUDY. If not..... your results suffer lor.

29 & 30 Aug and 5 & 6 Sep
36th national tkd championship. Me keli minghao and sir cc went there as referee. The experience there wasnt too bad. Manage to ref quite a few matches. Addicted to giving kyong-go liao. HAHAHAHA. Keli they all say I very lenient. Next competition I SHALL NOT BE LENIENT. I think going competition as a referee also not too bad. Can see other people fight and ref matches. No pressure no nothing. Life is so much easier. LOL. I think I will spar in competitions when I am ready ba.

Talked alot with Keli yesterday. I found out both of us have some things in common. Talking with her is quite fun. LOL. Intending to take unarmed combat with her. This is my 2nd course with her if I'm not wrong.

And and I GOING KOREA!!! WOOHOO~~~ cant wait for it man.... 65 days more!!

I rather be the bastard cos i want to hide my feelings for you. Yes I still do feel for you, but I still not ready to accept you. I'm the bastard. sorry.

2009-08-19T22:43:00.001+08:00

Its like I lost a friend. BASTARDS!!

2009-08-17T22:05:00.000+08:00

Another sleepy day today :/ For the past 2 days, went to attend the referee course at ntc. Should I say boring or interesting? Well both can describe the course. Boring in theory. Mr lee finish the whole damn referee book. NICE ONE. First day sat on the floor for 4 hours listening him going through the book. I admitted I was about to doze. Its like everything in the book is coming out for the theory test. Ji sian. wtf.

2nd day of course. 8 hours. NICE=.= But it wasn't too bad because its practical. I was getting a hang of it at hand signals at first but its getting more and more difficult to remember the procedures. The fun part was the recording of points. HAHA. Lastly, our 9th dan master announce the exam questions. HAHA. NICE. No need memorise so xing ku.

I just let my weekend end like that. =.= wtf chiong home and did some autocad practice. Test today wasn't so bad. But forgot to things here and there. Shouldn't be too bad. HAHA. Went clarke quay to find yan zi. Lunched at long john. Wanted to study initially but was too tired so went home to sleep. Guess how long I slept? 4 hours. LOL. 1.30 to 5.30. Longest nap I had ever had. But damn shiok. Feeling tired now again. SIan. well thats all folks. wish me luck in referee test and exams.

2009-08-15T13:26:00.003+08:00

I'm sick and tired to be defeated by others, now it is my turn to defeat others.

2009-08-14T01:00:00.002+08:00

I am so damn fucking dull today. I woke up yesterday and today first thing in the morning is thinking about my bloody sparring on tuesday. It suck to the core man. WTF is wrong with me? Why can't I even do a simple damn bloody turning kick? Why can't I kick those paddings harder? Why can't I counter? Why can't I 闪 when people whack me on my head? Why can't I do a simple double turning kick? Seriously, WTF IS WRONG WITH ME? WHAT THE FUCK???

2009-08-13T22:20:00.001+08:00

我好累，真的好累。
很想放弃，却又不想又不行
到底该怎么办????

2009-08-09T19:56:00.001+08:00

Now I'm blogging while watching NDP on tv. LOL.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!!
Really, there's no place I'd rather be, SINGAPORE MY HOMELAND.
Tomorrow is holiday. YAY. But I still need to chiong my tutorial and quiz. SIAN AR!
HAHA. enjoy tonight, tomorrow chiong. lol.
Huat ar singapore!

2009-08-07T10:58:00.002+08:00

Hahah I'm now in electronics lesson!!! Damn boring but have to listen because exams are coming. SIAN. Nationals is at the end of this month and yc and I decided not to take part but going there as referee maybe. But have to through referee course first. lol sian. hahahas.

I look through the photos of sok yeong that eileen ma'am sent me. Seriously, he damn shuai!!!! mwaaaa. But sir jb havent send me the photo of me and him. LOL. It was the first time,I felt that sok yeong more shuai than DBSK. HAHAHA. sorry dbsk. LOL. Me want go KOREAAAA!!!

That's him that's him. SOK YEONG oppa!!!
DAMN SHUAI!!

超帅的!!! The one kicking is him!!! hahaha
I going花痴 liao. HAHAHAHA.

To that guy. When will you ever learn to quit and stop pestering me???? seriously, I'm irritated and sick with your msg. We can never be together. I'm tired being with you. No matter how much you like me, I can never like you back. Stop pestering me!!!

2009-07-28T15:53:00.002+08:00

I rejected you because you think relationship is a type of game.
I gave in my 100% you gave your 50%.
If you think relationship is a type of burden and you can't devote your time to it,
Why waste time to go into your relationship?
My feelings for you has faded.
That's the end of us.
Goodbye and the end.
P.S. Sometimes being single is still a good thing.

2009-07-23T13:48:00.002+08:00

Today is like super sleeeeeeeeeepy day for me. Went to the mrt station this morningwith my eyes half open. When I was in mrt station, I was standing with my eyes shut and I stood down there asleep. Can't even open my damn eyes. Almost fell onto the lady sitting in front of me. O.o Reached outram park, finally there is a seat. I quicky sat down and zzzzz all the way till dover.

But that's not the end, my stomach began to hurt. -.- Guess I was too hungry because didn't eat much for breakfast. Sir took a chair and let me sit down. LOL thanks sir :D But when I sit, I felt sleep again . Woke up and saw zhang kun they all were filing the workpiece. We were released at 11 to have our lunch. YAY! finally can eat. But I didn't dare to eat so much, so I just bought fishball soup and rice. There was suppose to an extra class later at 2 pm but I didn't go because got to rush back home to pack my stuff. Still got alot haven't pack yet. sian.

I will be leaving in exactly 6 hours. WISH ME LUCK FOR ICTO!!! Hopefully I wouldn't have too much injuries :/ HAHAs. SEE YOU ALL NEXT TUESDAY :D BYE FOLKS!

2009-07-20T22:42:00.000+08:00

ICTO is exactly 3 days away. My feelings are like nervous and excited. Afraid of many things like getting KO in first match, afraid of too much injuries, afraid of headshots, afraid of sparring in the wrong way. Still got many more.

But the worst thing now is, my weight exceeded my weight category like 1kg.
OMFG. So i took up jogging. JOG my ass off. -.-

No choice la, for the sake of icto and for the sake of not getting diqualified, I have to stop eating too much food. For so many years I never gain weight but now is like starting to gain. At the wrong timing somemore. -.- I'M GETTING FAT. Never mind, I shall eat like siao after the competition. HAHAS.

Today's lesson is like boring, couldn't keep my eyes open and kept dozing off. zzzzz. Went to play pool with the usual bunch in my class. Barry is like damn funny. Missing shots and give me chance to have free ball. Totally LOL.

2009-07-16T23:14:00.001+08:00

Its been a loooooong time since I last blogged. Many things happened. Sad and happy. Whatever. For sad things, since its already happened, I can only just leave the past behind me and look forward. Come on! There are many things waiting for me to do why the heck am I still sad? Thanks YC bro for being there and a good listening ear :D Its great to know you hahas. Good dog cum good bro. LOL. ICTO will be starting next week. O-M-G. Seriously, I don't want to get KO at the first round if not it will be shit. But shit things do happen sometimes. Like the new of the 17 year old guy who collapsed after sparring and when he was being brought to hospital, he was ceritfied brain dead. That was like OMG. This news came at the bad timing. shit shit shit. Relax ding qi, you can do it. Don't be freak by this news. Anway I finished the scotch tape holder. HAHAHAs.

Nice right?? That took us like half a semester just to complete the whole thing. LOL. I love workshop. So glad that I am in DME. hahahas.

Hahas, this shot was taken during when the workpiece is being drilled. hahas notice the shiny part? It looks like the some star from the outerspace. LOL. I even shot a video of it with the help of Jun Hong. But apparently, there is some problems when I tried uploading so I will show it next time ba. My butt hurts due the training yesterday. I went to jab on Alfred but I fell down instead. FELL RIGHT ON BUTT. Damn pain. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZ. Oh well, adios folks :D

2009-07-13T14:31:00.007+08:00

You left me severely wounded.
You gave me reasons.
Though I answered you back I understand but actually I don't.
You just left me.
Now, you ain't mine anymore.
Goodbye.

2009-05-19T15:37:00.000+08:00

Hahas. School end already!!!!!!! LOL. Now at foodcourt 5 with yan zi and cs. Both of them having cca except me. hahas. Decided to waste time here using my lappy. Mechanics lesson is extremely boring today :/ As usualy don't even understand a single thing. Haix.. shall try to ask alfred this sunday. HAHAs.

Piccys taken during the lesson using yan zi's lappy :D

I look like bo gei :S LOL YQ loves to camwhore. Expected la, gay is like tat oops!

Only barry is looking here. LOLs.

Thats all for the day folks! BYES(:

2009-05-19T11:50:00.001+08:00

YO YO YO!!!!! I'm at Koufu in school now. Lesson ended at 11.15 (((: Thats super early la. Now my classmates playing DOTA beside me. YES DOTA again=.= In conversations, what they talk mainly about DOTA and hot babes like leah dizon. Now, they even added bondage and gay stuffs in conversations. Ok the gay thing is not too extreme la. But they got very excited when they talk about hot babes. LOLs. K shall continue my show now. lols.
My gay friend YQ!!!! hahas.

2009-05-16T19:10:00.000+08:00

Hey y'all!! DQ is back. Lame. Entering the 2nd month in poly life already and I met an unexpected situation because of this guy. This guy is totally freaking weird guy luh. never mind shan't elaborate. LOL. WASTE MY TIME and ENERGY~~~all I know was, I wouldn't let the same thing happen again. Guess what CCA I joined?? Well, I signed up for 2 actually. One is adventure club another is taekwondo. I decided to put adventure club as my main CCA. I joined that partially under Junhong's phyco and partially because it looked pretty interesting. I heard from sandy that Mrs hendra's son is in the same CCa as me. LOL. Signed up for the FO camp yesterday and I'm looking forward to have fun and make new friends from other schools:D Doing autoCAD(computer-aided drawing). Seriously, it gave me deadaches. Every diagram, I'm dumbfounded and had a hard time to visualise how each view suppose to look like. =.= Now I'm getting better la. Trying my very best to improve in autoCAD. OK! I'm going to back to autoCAD now. CIAO.

You seriously piss me off with your emo and pathetic look. I gonna see how long you emo. Don't expect me to talk to you. I fuck care.

2009-05-01T15:14:00.007+08:00

Yo yo yo!!! yesterday was my birthday but I lazy to type it out. HAHAS. so i post up piccy taken ytd hahas. Shall elaborate more tmr. SEE YA!

This is my friend call SHE-HAN. I kept making fun of his name and gave him a nickname called sheshe. Sounds stupid right? I force him to to take picture with the clip on it. HAHAS

This is Barry Yee aka craneBARRY! He look so korean can? but he's actually a hong kong ppl. I forced him to take this picture. ahahas. Barry, your life is ruined by me. LMAOs.

Me in barry's specs. he said the specs look big on me. I look like some nerd lols.

what are you doing yan zi?? LOLs

shehan says "yo"=..=

Me, naresh and barry. Abit blur. hahas. Naresh likes to irritate me usually but he was exceptionally nice yesterday. Izzit because ytd was my birthday? LOLs.

Me in dust coat. This is S size but I looked as though i was wearing a L size. Now i look like some mad scientist. Sandy say i look like some cleaner. WTH???

Yan zi. My only female classmate. She is super nice!!

me and barry yee.

Thats all folks. SEE YA.

2009-04-24T14:30:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey!!! I'm here to blog. Today marks the end of 1st week in school. So many things happened. LOL. Class was totally fun!! LOL. Because of this guy call barry lee aka strawBARRY. LMAO! He is so funny. Everyday gave us laughter without fail. I think I'm getting used to this class full of boys. Hang out with them after school was so much fun! (: And one more thing, boys like to game. To blend with them, I decided to play dota. Ok laugh. LOL. I asked barry yee what present he wanted to give me on my birthday. His answer was "I will give you a free dota lesson." -.= ROFL! My mechanics lectuerer sucks. He was like reading to himself the whole lesson and in the end, I don't understand a single freaking thing!!! So I decided to self-study as much as I could. I seriously need help in that module. I met kunzi in the train today!! LOL, Its been like so long since I talked to her. We were talking about this person and suddenly speak of the devil, I saw her and him!! omg. Never mind, we are in different school so we wouldn't meet up so coincidently. What is past is past. Let bygones be bygones. Met alvin in outram park also. LOL. To that person, please stop emo-ing and continue your life. Its not the end of the world. I will stop here then, byes.

2009-04-16T21:55:00.000+08:00

YO! Dq is BACK!!!!! LOLs. Its been since a freaking long time since I last posted?LOL. cos of laziness*get slapped*. This few days went to SP for orientation yeah.

Monday

I woked up at 6.15 am which was super early? For half a year, I have been waking up like 10 or 11 in the late morning. Now, I have to go back to 6 am routine:/ The more devastating thing was, there are no seats in MRT!!! so I have to stand up till dover ): I was so reluctant that morning because I was freaking worried that there will be no girls in my course. When I stepped into the auditoriumm, there are like so much boys. The talks are like so boring. The performances wanst that nice. Opps. I dozed off at the singing part LOL. I'm super lonely because I didn't even know anyone. Kept messaging alvin and just to tell him that i'm lonely. Finally, we were grouped into our classes. I was relieved because there was a girl same class as me! My class tutor was Mr. Roy. The other girl in my class was called yan zi. LOL. Chatted with her. Went to find alvin after orientation to have lunch with him. Invited yan zi to join us. went to explore the library after that and found out there wasnt much things in there except DVDs. COOL. Now, I can borrow DVD in school. LOL. Went home with her after that.

Tuesday

Ok tuesday was the PC training but didn't want to elaborate in this. Went of at 11am and met alvin and yan zi for lunch. We decided to go business to school to have lunch and found out that the canteen wasnt opened yet. Its was super hot on that day. So we decided to have lunch at mac's. We took a good whole half an hour to walk to mac. I was so exhausted when we reached there. The food there was student price !!! LOL. Went for PC training after that. After that training went home. Kind of boring day.

Thursday aka today!

Today was a totally FUN FUN FUN day. Woke up at 5.30 this morning. Reached clementi mrt station around 7.30 started doing flag day. Stopped doing flag day at 9.30 and went to a coffee shop near by to rest. Chatted and got to know my new classmates!!! The guys are funny. Initially I was in Naresh's group, but I swopped over to yan zi's group. Instead of doing flag day, we went to jurong point to watch movie. LOL. Met up with another group at jurong point. LOL. So decided to watch movie together. There was also another group of SP ppl at the ticket booth. LOL. Caught "17 again". ZAC EFFRON IS EFFING CUTE! LOL. The movie was short but its funny and nice though. Haha. After movie, went back to school to count money. Then, have late lunch together. Went to party. But it was disappointing so we decided to go moberly to play pool instead. Played till 6.30 then went home. The good thing today was, I got to know most of my new friends. LOL. Next week school start, can't wait for. I'm dead beat now, I'm heading off to bed. NIGHTS :D

2009-04-07T13:30:00.002+08:00

Hi!!! back to blog again. Havent been blogging for a long time and grace kept asking me to update lol. Starting off with last week, I went shopping with grace yip the dumb dumb. LOL. I forgot which day was it. Bought a few tees, am absolutely love it!!! especially the one with the campbell soup printed on it. Grace was pissed off with some auntie because she did not allow her to change the dress she bought earlier on with her. Stupid auntie. Never mind grace, don't buy from her next time. LOL. Went cotton on at plaza sing after that to get our sandals. The sandals was nice and cheap, 2 for 20 bucks. Grace and I bought a pair each. Haha. Yup piccy of that day

I love the silver strap!

Love this piccy the best(:

Take this one in the roxy shop? LOL forgot already.
The handphone camera quality is not that good so abit blurish. LOL.

Yesterday.
Went to watch The Unborn yesterday with the usual bunch except sandy. She couldn't go because she got some rashes on her leg. Awwww, too bad lol. Went to the face shop to look at some nail polish. We kept asking the boys whether the nail polish suits us. LOL. I bought 2 bottles of nail polish, one top coat and another yellow colour. I want to try all sorts of colour(: We then made our way to The Cathay but it was already drizzling. I used the free ticket voucher my mum gave me. By the time we finished purchasing the tickets, it was already pouring so we had lunch at shi lin. The movie was scary(?) LOL. Well to me, every horror shows are scary but I love to watch it. But the movie really scare the hell out of me. LOL. I used my cardigan to block some scary parts. Though the movie was scary but I still felt safe with him beside me. lol and of course kun zi. Thanks for letting me grab your hand ! After movie, I somehow had a phobia about twins because most of the movies involved about twins. Next time I wouldn't want to give birth to a twin. LOL.After movie, went to do some shopping and home. Enjoyable day it was. LOL. sayonara!

2009-03-26T13:30:00.006+08:00

Kiss The Baby Sky

Kiss the baby sky -

This wasn't my favourite song at first cos it sounded weird. But after listening it for long, I'm slowly attracted by the sweet melody and lyrics. haha. Guess who wrote this song? its Yoochun! I like this particular line in the lyrics which says " my hero, my max, my u-know, my xiah and micky. We are the one eternally." Don't get mistaken it just simply yoochun showing his affectionate towards his members. They have been living and working together for like 7 years(?) and they are like true brothers already. LOLs. Though yoochun look good in this video, jaejoong look even better, his face and smile totally blend into the surrounding of this video. LOL.well thats it. BYES(:

KISS THE BABY SKY

You’ve always amazed me,your smiling face matches your inner self.
I won’t cry anymore,while hugging you,
I won’t say Goodbye
Even though ,previously, I pretended not to see you.
You’ll be fine ,you’ll still be in my mind.

Baby Sky All the dreams and hopes are made of your eyes.
Tomorrow, certainly the sky will clear up, just like you are here with me.

Another day, on waking up, I suddenly became aware
in the photograph left behind, the two of us are always smiling.
Good day Good time ,enveloped by your heart
I want to reach out to the sky,kiss the blue sky,your sky.

Baby Sky All the dreams and hopes are made of your eyes.
Tomorrow, certainly the sky will clear up, just like you are here with me.

Everytime I see your smile on the pictures
My heart can't imagine how it wants, its supposed to feel
I'm singing (its my voice)
All your hugs and kisses, love
Again we can go back to our good old days

All I do is reminisce this time
Today it was you and I
Darling I know you can give me no more
Every line you wrote, the smile
Time to move on

Never cry, Never ever hide yourself from me.
Please smile always in the future, just the way you have,with me

Baby Sky All the dreams and hopes are made of your eyes.
Tomorrow, certainly the sky will clear up, just like you are here with me

credits:dbskarchives@blogspot

2009-03-25T22:14:00.003+08:00

I went out with my usual bunch of friends. Caught Detroit Metal City today. I thought the movie didnt sound interesting but it went out well(: Its hilarious somehow but the sound is too loud and we sat in the first row somemore. When we watch the movie, we have to look up and watch making our necks tired. I swore I will never sit in the first row anymore LOL. Metal is never my favourite genre because its too loud. Throughout the movie, everybody was like laughing most of the time.

By the way, today its the release of the secret code!!!

At first its really secret code because I didn't know the what does the number represent, but afterwards I just realise its their favourit number. LOL. They did mention in some show before.

LOL. hehe, i'm off to hear those songs now. An-nyeong.

2009-03-24T22:00:00.003+08:00

Its been like a year since I last change my blogskin? haha. Here it is, my blogskin, with Yoochun's picture(: I did some consideration whether I should change to this blogskin but in the I decided to use it. The blogskin is simple and nice though black fonts isn't my favourite colour, but it goes well with the theme so I let it be.

I finally got my super junior 3rd album!!!!

Haha. The songs are nice especially the "why i like you." I'm so satisfied with the poster(: all 13 members *squeals in excitement*. LOL. off to my show now. An-nyeong(:

2009-03-21T16:32:00.001+08:00

My father came back from china two days ago. He freaking bought himself an i-phone! I should have known because the place he went was shanghai, which is a shopping district. I should have asked him to buy an i-pod for me because my mp3 space is getting lesser and lesser and the things in china are cheap. He bought this can of preserves clam meat from china which taste extemely weird and salty. When I put one in my mouth, there's some salty liquid squirt out. One word to describe, DISGUSTING. My father said he already ate one can of that all by himself in china-.-

I'm so happy because I'm going to get my super junior 3rd album on tuesday from linda!!! haha. The long awaited album finally came out. By the way, 4 more days to the realease of DBSK 4th Japanese album, the secret code! I'm such a crazy fangirl. But no choice, I'm already addicted, to their songs of course. haha. But the sad was, I don't think I can get it Singapore ): But its ok, there's something call download. BYES(:

2009-03-10T20:45:00.004+08:00

Which dbsk member are you? Your Result: Max Changmin Max Changmin? Well, lets see... You're shy when meeting new people and you're a genius. But just because you're shy, doesnt mean you can't be mischevious. In your kinds of relationships, you take it seriously but have fun at the same time. You like to have fun a lot and tend to follow what the older people around you do. You're slim as well, but have a big appetite. In fact, you have such a big appetite you eat at the night almost everyday. Other languages facsinate you except the one you speak fluently. You also have manners too. Either way, you're a Max Changmin!! YAY!
Micky Yoochun
Xiah Junsu
Hero JaeJoong
U-know Yuhno
Which dbsk member are you? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

I got changmin-nee LOLs.

We have something in common which is: EATING! Wait, Do I have manners? LOLs.

2009-03-10T17:43:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow is the official release of dbsk 26th japanese single : survivor! They release the MV two weeks ago -.-The cheography is kind of weird but I simply love it. The 4th dbsk jap album will be out on 25/3. I doubt I can get it in singapore :( oh oh and super junior 3rd album will be out in a day or 2. OMG!!! their title song ," sorry, sorry" is addictive. LOLs. Well off to dbsk-ing(:

2009-03-08T17:10:00.006+08:00

FOFFY AND ME
Marley and me is really a good movie. Then I found out that Marley is the same as my dog foffy. LOL? While watching the movie, I can totally imagine that foffy destroying the furniture in my house, chewing bedsheets and pee and poo around the house. My mom going crazy and my dad is comforting and explaining to her that foffy is just a super duper hyperactive dog. Haha. But in reality, marley and foffy's character is totally different. Foffy is quieter than marley only sometimes he got abit freaked out when he saw a cockroach running around the garden. Haha. Foffy listens to my dad and he likes to eat bread. In the past, he was allowed to have 1 bread per day. Now, he eat 3 bread per day and he is becoming fat now. LOLs. Marley and me changes my mindset towards dogs. The movie is great. Catch it(: By the way, I finally knew what's the breed of Marley and foffy's breed. Its called labrador retriever.

2009-03-07T12:47:00.006+08:00

Confession is the last thing I ever want to do now. Now, only dbsk and yoochun can cheer me up. LOLs. Btw, super junior 3rd album is comming out somewhere next week!!! I'm so gonna get my hands on the album. LOLs. I want Yoochun's hoody!!

2009-03-05T17:52:00.001+08:00

为什么我越是喜欢你，我越显得更寂寞。要怎么做，才能让你感受到我的心意？如果我把心意告诉你，你会.........避开我吗？

2009-03-01T22:52:00.002+08:00

Yeah I bought "new moon" today!!! But I can't find "eclipse" anywhere in Popular. ggrhh. Never mind, I shall find it next week. I just went through the list of cca in SP, there are 90 cca in all. That was like alot. I have alot ideal cca in mind. I'm totally overwhelmed by the choices. There's even a Buddhist club hahas. I'm thinking to join chinese orchestra which is like my primary school cca. Haha, I don't know. When the cca orientation comes I will then decide. Off to my book. an-nyeong(:

2009-02-28T17:00:00.002+08:00

I just founded a new obessession-- the twilight series. Tell me I'm a lagger. LOLs. Its not surprising because I'm always lag. I couldn't sleep last night so I stayed up to read the book that I bought in Kinokuniya. Its facinating though. I woke up at 8 this morning just to watch the movie online. Great show and I watched it a few times. LOLs .Maybe I will go popular later to buy "new moon". haha.

2009-02-24T13:20:00.010+08:00

dbsk 26th Jap new single "survivor"!!! I found myself listening to this song the whole day (:
most importantly, yoochun look so good :D

2009-02-22T22:19:00.004+08:00

I'm going to do full medical checkup maybe on tuesday because my school asked me to. Everybody has to do it and they also requested for x-ray report-.- I find that troublesome. I just bought a korean language guide in kinokuniya and I realised i bought the wrong one -_- I bought the traveler guide. damn but its ok anyway.

Today is the 3rd day of dbsk concert. I just went to the update blog and found many pictures of them. They look so good. Their list of songs also made me look forward to it. Yoochun permed his hair again. I didnt like his hair permed because it made him look old.

ain't he look great??? haha. Ignore me.
If the concert dvd comes out, I'm going to buy it and watch till my heart contents. I'm so looking forward to it.

I'm currently watch the korean version of meteor garden but they called it boys over flowers . Here's the picture of the main cast.

In case you don't know who is who, the middle guy is 道明寺, the guy to my right is 花澤类, the 1st guy to my left is 美作 and lastly the 2nd one is 西門. I guess the girl you all noe right. But they change the names. For example, 道明寺 is koo jun pyo and 杉菜 has a weird name which is kim jan di. After watching the taiwan and japanese version, i still think the korean version is better. I'm at episode 9 alrd. Off to watch the rest. an-nyeong.

2009-02-20T14:45:00.005+08:00

Happy belated Birthday to shim changmin of dbsk(((:

you're officially 21(22 in korea)!! a total handsome grown up (:

Don't bully your dolphin bro Junsu too much just because he's noisy haha.

2009-02-20T14:34:00.003+08:00

I just got my enrolment package this morning. There are so many forms to sign and so much things to read. :s school starts on 13/4 which is like so long. I suddenly had a thought, should i cut bangs? omg omg omg you would say right. relax, its just a thought. I rememberes i first cut it was like sec 1 or 2, i looked like a complete nerd-.- LOL.

2009-02-10T12:01:00.002+08:00

I'm so sad, my appeal is not successful )): Now i'm stuck in mechanical engineering. Nvm, i shall accept this course then. No choice.

2009-02-06T10:55:00.005+08:00

Happy 23rd(24th in korea) Birthday Jung Yunho!!!

You are the best leader of dbsk :D

love your smile too((:

2009-02-05T16:20:00.003+08:00

Hi(: Got back my posting result which is like last week. Got into mechanical engineering in SP which is like wtf? that was my third choice. I dun wanna to get into tat course. Went to appeal for electrical & electronics engineering which is my first choice. Everybody asked me why am I so interested in engineering. Cos tat's my interest(: Hope i can get into tat course cos i really really really wan to get in-.- Results will be released next mon. oh god, pls let me get into tat course. Chinese new year this year is not so interesting. By right, chinese new year is the most boring festival for me. LOL. ok folks,DBSK time!!! Their asia tour is comming soon! *roars* They are going to hold their concert in malaysia too. I wanted to go but........... no money. I wan to see yoochun. Why they never come singapore??? other countries are too lucky D:
shall end of the post wif picture of yoochun!

most people may like jaejoong but i like yoochun the best. Surprisingly, he's de least favourite among de five): but who cares, he's my favourite hahas. Love his smile :D

2009-01-18T13:09:00.002+08:00

My father is now nagging at me cos he is drunk. I'm freaking irritating right now. Once he is drunk, he would starting telling about his childhood to me. WTH?

2009-01-15T23:53:00.003+08:00

Done with the 12 choices alrd! Now i can throw away the brochures. Thx Alvin these days for all the help and explaining the courses over and over again(: ok now I have ease another burden. I'm going to sleep now! sayonara!

2009-01-13T21:19:00.001+08:00

I hate to make choices. I hate planning. That sucks. THE END.

2009-01-13T13:15:00.001+08:00

Got back my results yesterday. BLOODY, FUCKING, EFFING DISAPPOINTED WITH THE RESULTS. I know its too late to say anything but cant I whine till my hearts fill? I thought I'm not eligible for areospace electronics because i really really really want to go in tat course but the code no. appeared in my Form A which means I still stand a chance for it. But I cant put much hope in it. Which means I must consider other courses. The COP for areospace is 13 but I got fucking 4 more points den the COP required. ARRRGGHHH! WHATEVER LA. I just have to try my luck.

2009-01-07T17:50:00.004+08:00

Back to post after like so many months. Made a few changes on the blogskin yesterday. Still on holidays, next week I'm getting back my results. OMG! I'm like quite worries about it. Hope at least I can scrape through and go to the poly I want. For courses, I will have to consider a few options. There so much things to consider. Have been sick for the past few days. Thats so unlucky. What is more frustrating thing is, everytime someone jio me, I would fall sick :/ Brand new year, but my future is unclear. My O levels result will help me to set my fate. Oh gosh. Never really spent Christmas this year. No cakes, no present, tat was abit sad right. Oh yeah, I'm going to talk about POP which occured last December, well its a process we must go through for every sec 4 graduates. The party was ok. "Ok" as in fun LOL. Took a few piccys but will upload next time. Too lazy to upload LOL. Maybe going for the open house tmr. My mother have been nagging at me that i should go for it. I'm so into DBSK right now. Love their songs and eveything. I'm determined to get hold all their albums but I just dun haf de money. LOL. may be next time ba. short short post(:

2009-01-06T08:56:00.000+08:00

I SHALL UPDATE TMR!! I promise!! 2009, here I COME!!!

2008-10-05T03:00:00.000+08:00

Back to blog. I'm here to revive my bloggie. yesterday was the last day of school in my secondary sch life. Time flies! it was as though i am sec 1 yesterday. I woke up yesterday and was surprised that it was the last day of sch. I changed my clothes with a heavy heart. Soon we will all be seperated and start a new journey facing all new challenges. I still remember vividly at the start of sec 3. I didnt knew some of my classmates except sandy and kunzi. But now everyone was like quite close. It was quite reluctant to leave this class where true friendships are. 4 charity may seemed to be a rowdy class in every teacher's eyes, it was a fun place to be in. I just read junkai's blog, i'm quite touched by it. He do cherish the friendships in the class. LOLs. 4 charity'08, hwaiting(jiayou)!

Jasmine the pretty girl[: She put sunblock on her face and it was damn white o.o

Joanne. i requested her to make a funny face. LOL

Mrs wong. My second fav maths teacher. She may be short tempered sometimes but we knew it was out own good[: She wants us do well in maths. yesterday, she even read us poem to wish us good luck in exam. I felt very touched by the poem.

Jackson's hand. See the red marks his hand? He said he used pencil and carved on it-.-

My form teacher orang uTAN. I used to call him rambuTAN. But i found out that orang utan suits him better(: though sometimes his actions may be disgusting, but he still a funny nice teacher.

I forced him to put the V sign lmao.

Edwin and cheesheng. Edwin likes to sing in class. though i always ask him to shut up, but i till have to admit that his voice is quite nice.

koocheesheng aka black bamboo ROFL. Since last year, he had been calling all sorts of name regarding black. He is still a nice guy la. omg did i say he is nice guy?

Ryan leong. He also started to suan under cheesheng's influence. feel like slapping his face.

The three guys who had been calling me black. cheeseheng influenced all of them LOL. when i wan to take pic with three of them, nick was like, "oh shit, later she bring home to show her mother how?" ROFL.

Boys of 4 charity. They always did stupid actions around the class like chasing each other around the class, throwing freesbee, making human pyramid etc.

Mr koh. My co-form teacher.

elaine yip. my irritating good friend hahas.

Ian! when i wan to take pic with him. He ask," u wan act cute one or serious one'? i replied, " act cute one!" LMAO.

That's all see u after O levels!

2008-06-28T12:25:00.000+08:00

hey hey hey!
Its been since I last blogged. Well I am always online its just that I never log in and post nia. School had started and the first week had gone. What was awaiting us now was intensive revision. Mock exams starting on the third week of the semester. Really got to start studying. I admit I had been quite slack during the holidays but I did study ok! Sianz tmr still got maths remedial and we are having a short test tmr! Well, a short post. Will elaborate further tmr after the remedial. BYES(:

2008-06-02T03:44:00.000+08:00

The disadvantage of holidays is one can can get bored easily and the advantage is you will have extra time to do more revision and and more free time for the time being. The reasons stated is quite stupid right? -.- I have loads of holidays homework. Kun zi asked me whether I wanted to go out next week. Well I don't know whether my mother will allow. The chances are 50-50? I want to get back my common exam results cos I want to know how I did. well that's it.BYES!

The song is quite nice and I think you all shld listen it!
Always Be My Baby (Studio) - David Cook

2008-05-31T03:43:00.000+08:00

Yeah I finally finished all my common exams[: But dun be too happy yet, the real one havent finish yet-.- All the common exams were not difficult LOls.

Chinese O levels
Talking about this made me M.A.D The functional writing wasnt too difficult but when it came to the essay writing it made me mad! I took a good whole 15 mins just to choose which one I should write. All the qus were quite difficult. I had no choice but to write qus 3. I managed to finish the whole of paper on time. Paper 2 wasnt too difficult. I hope I can score well for paper 2:/

All common exams & english oral
Most of the topics tested this week are maths. The other two were pure geog and social studies. I like emaths cos its like easy and I can manage to finish all the qus[: Not boasting la but its quite easy. A-maths is not so easy but in fact quite tricky. But overall its ok:D Didnt really study for social studies and pure geog. I think I did well for my english oral. I'm like so lucky bcos ms quan was my examiner. I had a great time talking to her(: Gotta start studying now. BYES.

2008-05-18T13:36:00.000+08:00

This morning went for maths remedial. Left my house at 7.30 and walked briskly to the bustop, hoping to catch a the bus to sch. Waited for 10 whol minutes and the bus didnt come! So i rushed to the MRT station to catch the train instead, hoping to reach sch before 8. I didnt want to stand outside the class just because i was late for like 5 mins. Managed to reach sch on time phew. To my horror, Mrs Wong was going to teach emaths! But luckily i brought emaths and amaths materials but i actually forgot to bring my emaths notebook. Got a tougue lashing my Mrs Wong:/ Well the class ended 9++ so decided to head home instead cos i didnt finish my tuition homework. When I reached home, my maid told me my dog bit my sch skirt. I was so pissed. It eventually added my bad impression of dogs. Hrrmg.

2008-05-11T08:14:00.000+08:00

check out this song, its quite nice and smooth. sang by 伍家輝.

無家可回-伍家輝

2008-05-11T03:12:00.000+08:00

Havent been blogging quite awhile due to my laziness(again). Such a hetic week and so much things happened. I attended an english training workshop on 6 &7 may. Its quite interesting and it did help me to improve my knowledge of how to apply the skills on comprehension. Had english common exam yesterday. Its somehow quite ok, the passage wasnt too hard to understand. Passage B was abit tricky and the story was w-e-i-r-d. So i had to re-read the passage over and over again before i could answer the questions. Summary was quite ok. Hope i could at least i could pass the paper if not, i'm a goner.

Recently there was too much problems occurred to me. Sorry didn’t mean to cry but i really can’t take it anymore. Its like a huge piece of rock on me which made me very breathless. Maybe i would be much better next week. I really have to make use of this week end to think over again. When its time to let go, i will let go but not now. I'm really tired.

2008-04-26T08:20:00.000+08:00

Shall kick off with this morning. There's a talk from the police officers and guess wad? We went late for the amath lesson there's was suppose to be a test! We went to class bout 8.45 close 50. Didnt have enough time to finish all the ques!!!I am abit pissed. Screw that talk la.hope i can pass:/ Had fun making fun of ryan. He disliked being called**. LOLs. He wanted to throw my bag into the toilet bowl of boy's toilet if i called him that name again. LOls. Today geog was so fun. Me, Jasmine, Ian, EJ and jackson were tellin each other some silly jokes. wtf damn jek ak hahas.
listening to linkin park songs and it was totally SUPERB!

In The End

What I've Done

Somewhere I belong

Breaking the Habit

Faint

2008-04-21T11:33:00.000+08:00

Went to CIP with 4 diligence yesterday with Ian. Out of 10 4 charity people suppose to turn up, only Ian and me went for CIP-.- Kehui didnt come too! cos she overslept-.- NVM. Kept calling chee sheng but he never picked up phone. I was like oh wtf? Went there and saw many elderly. 4 dil people gave them muffins and some of them ate happily. Some even waved to us happily with their toothy grin. Some of the 4 dil ppl went on stage to say some jokes some of them are rather funny LOLs :D skip skip skip. After the CIP, went to board the same bus with Daniel. Chatted loads of things hahas. we alighted at Kovan Hub. He went to look for elias while i went to popular to buy some pens. Saw Foo Jia Min!!!!she went to flag day with 4 integ.-.- Well well well. started koreo-poomsae pattern today! rather tough but managed to finish learning the whole pattern. But you know what? I forgot ler LOLs (:

I'm like so relieved. He doesnt like her. I read her blog and she sound desperate for his love and hoped he would be her bf. I was like "pls stop clinging him since he dont like you."

2008-04-17T10:03:00.000+08:00

Got back my chemistry mock exam paper in today's afternoon programme. I was expecting that I would failed cos ms tan said I failed very badly for the exam. When I got back my paper, i just passed-.- i was like WTH, she read out the marks wrongly or wad? -.- I just passed both of my combined science papers. Now I really had the motivation to study harder for my next mock exam on sec 4 topics(: Sorry Sandy i shouldnt have said some nasty things to you today. Hope you would forgive me D: Camilla and I had a bet on who will score higher for both emaths and amaths mock exam in June. Those who loose shall treat!~ yeah-.- BYES[:

2008-04-16T09:30:00.000+08:00

I am very pissed right now that people are saying my skin colour. Its ok that they I look like a malay or wad but I freaking pissed when ppl are saying about the prices of rice thing ok? ITS NOT FUNNY. Why not you have the dark skin and i laugh and mock at you. Would you be happy? wouldnt you be pissed? I'm not petty or what ever but there is certain limit. Jackson Mak stop di-siaoing and provoking me can? Well well well. feel much more better. We had like 2 hr 30 mins of chinese. Damn hardcore man. WTH.

2008-04-15T05:40:00.000+08:00

well well well. School ended at 12.30 today. So decided to be guai gia and come home early to do my homework(: Last friday was sec 4 matas last training. Reluctant but we managed to plan out last proposal. Sec 1 had there uniform sizing. Flashed back when i was sec 1 tat time, first time wore the full-u. So much so much memories :/ The fun part of NPCC was i had the chance to hold the rifle. It was heavy but i slowly got used to it. When i held onto the rifle, I had a sense of pride[: I liked ATC too. Was able to know the other NPCC cadets from other school in area 7. It also led me to meet him. Though we had not tok to each other for pretty long time, but it didnt stop me from thinking of him. I still hope that he can talk to me even though i know its impossible :/ Ok back to today, today nth much, 2hours of hard core chinese. Its like most of the time, we see madam heng's face. Very sian leh-.- I totally "hate" chee sheng lor. He kept laughing at my skin colour. HELLO? you are not much better too. Your skin colour also好不到哪里去-______________________- ''' oh well BYES[:

2008-04-14T07:31:00.000+08:00

I AM FEELING FREAKING JEALOUS RIGHT NOW!

2008-04-11T07:50:00.000+08:00

hey back to blog again. Went to run the 2.4 km track yesterday. Managed to finish the run at 15min 55secs. Not bad huh? No i'm not boasting, its just that i have improved from the past few years. Best timing in my schooling life. Mr Ong said maybe i will get a silver for this year. Will i get a silver this year? The verdict will come out next week :D During the third round or 2.4 km run, i had a stitch after running continuous non-stop for the first two rounds. Thx aaron for letting me clutching on to ur shirt for awhile(: hahas. Area 7 games day this sat, hope i can see him there:/ today is like such a hetic day. We ended sch at 3.15 today. so tiring D: now i've got an essay to do cos i like delay for very long and a 2nd class test to prepare:/ that's all byes(:

2008-04-08T13:11:00.000+08:00

I hate human geography! Not exactly hate luh but i just dun fucking understand it. Ok i noe i am stupid but i just cant understand D: Its seems totally gibberish to me. Its making me nuts. I'm suck at memorising theories:( chill TAN DING QI. you can do it!

2008-04-08T07:54:00.000+08:00

hi its been really quite a while since i blogged. I have been obesses with western movies nowadays. Found this website www.sidereel.com that i can watch all the movies free online. hahas[: Yup. now watching borne ultimatum. Not bad nice movie:D been a fan of action packed movies since young. Matt Damon is absolutely awesome:D i have been obesses with the piano piece call "canon in d". Nice tune and it is relaxing when u hear it. Sometimes i really hoped that i never gave up piano when i was 6 that time. But its too late luh. I hate that teacher. She is such a bitch luh. nvm. that was many years ago. Went for HRC last saturday. Not bad but felt weird when we are with other area. what was disappointing that i did not manage to see him. nvm. maybe we didnt have the chance to meet afterall. Went for 拜拜 the next day. woke up damn early luh but it is not the first time anyway. yup thats all. BYES(:
Canon In D

2008-03-22T06:16:00.000+08:00

再次相信-明道，乔恩

2008-03-13T08:51:00.000+08:00

Tmr is de UG camp.
Sian.
approximately 18hrs more to go.
will not blogging for quite a while.
STILL GOT MOCK EXAM HAVENT STUDY!!

2008-03-10T00:05:00.000+08:00

I looked at my report book.

Only one word to describe "烂".

My L1R4 is like 26.

Juz pass nia.

My tagert is 15 and below.

Nope you are right. Its the canto show called

"唐心风暴"

Its an absolutely an awesome show.

At first during chinese new year, i saw my cousin watching this on a laptop.

Den when i watch on my own, I find it very nice.

Isnt bosco wong handsome?

ok la, some of you all think its not la.

But thats my personal opinion.

hahas.
ok gd bye peeps:D

2008-03-09T23:25:00.000+08:00

I am so shock when the moment i look at my report book.
Why maths marks drop so fucking badly?
I am so angry with myself.
HOW AM I GOING TO IMPROVE IT?

2008-03-08T14:37:00.000+08:00

Today is end of term 1.
Time seems to be running quite fast(DUH).
This past few weeks had been quite hetic for me.
I am busy for the proposal for sec 1 lesiure camp.
WALAO.
I have came into a realisation of i couldnt juggle between both studies and cca.
I want to end cca fast and concentrate on my studies completely.
Oh ya btw today is ptm.
It wasnt that bad larh-_______-
So many mock exams coming up after March hols.
Gd luck to me.
Sian.
Next week is UG camp.
I simply object the idea.
Not sayobject luh,
IS COMPLETELY HATE IT.
What to do?
Its already being planned.
-____________________-
SIIIIAAAAAAAAANNNNNNZZ.

2008-03-03T15:11:00.000+08:00

Saturday campcraft training was totally depressing for me.
Especially wad joey sir said to me," ding qi, when the girl's team get into top 11, do u deserve the medal?"
I was like taken aback.
I dont noe whether i m too sensitive or not.
But i somehow sensed that ppl was trying to say to me,"you deserve it."
Was it my existence in the cc team a burden to them?
Should i give up?
I dun noe i am so confuse right now.
Somehow wished that someone would be a great listening ear.
I wished that he could talk to me again.
Somehow this year wasnt a very good year for me.

When i close my eyes
I see the images of you.
I think of you every single day
sometimes i even dreamt that you patch up with me.
but when i opened my eyes, I'm back to one square.
Back to the cruel reality.
Haix...
Right now, i dun dare to expect anything from you.
But i juz wanted to noe, did you ever like me before?

2008-03-02T06:48:00.000+08:00

最长的电影

我们的开始是很长的电影
放映了三年
我票都还留着
冰上的芭蕾
脑海中还在旋转
望着你慢慢忘记你
朦胧的时间
我们溜了多远
冰刀划的
圈起了谁改变
如果再重来
会不会稍嫌狼狈
爱是不是不开口才珍贵

再给我两分钟
让我把记忆结成冰
别融化了眼泪
你妆都花了要我怎么记得
记得你叫我忘了吧
记得你叫我忘了吧
你说你会哭不是因为在乎

2008-03-02T06:27:00.000+08:00

我能守得云开月明吗?
只有奇迹会出现吧。
希望越大，失望越大。

2008-02-28T14:23:00.000+08:00

Back to blog.
I am soooooooooo busy for this week.
I have physics and a-maths test this fri.
Second class test tis fri.
AND proposal to gan.
WALAO.
I can hardly take a break.
So tmr is gonna a busy busy busy day for me.
haix...
I am so damn pissed today i oso dun noe why.
hahas.
YEAH today i managed to suan Jackson ENOUGH.
All pay back to him no more debts.
gotta go and do e-maths le.

2008-02-26T14:26:00.000+08:00

I lied to myself again.
I did not manage to forget him.
You all may scold me stupid or ludicrous.
So long le still never able to forget him.
Why make yourself so pathetic?
Why make yourself so sympathetic?
Fuck, I hate this.
I really like him alot.
Somehow one day, i wished that he could tok to me again.
I know it is all my wishful thinkings.

2008-02-25T03:03:00.000+08:00

Watched JUMPER yesterday.

I think it is an absolutely an awesome movie:DDDD

I like Hayden Christensen ever since he acted in star wars series[:

It was so cool that he could jump every where he desire.

Sometimes, i really hope if i got this ability to jump every where i like.

Jump to the London bridge or even to the pyramid in Eygpt.

Jump to anywhere that I havent been to. I think its amazing(:

Catch this movie, i can garantee it wont disappoint you[[[:

Back to mugging for A-maths.

I'm missing you cos u havent tok to me for like the past few days.

will u tok to me?

2008-02-24T03:28:00.000+08:00

Just came back home from geog class cos i din attend campcraft comp today.
I wanted to go but I need to buck up on my geog.
Pure geography is a typical subject which many people die in it.
I came into a realization that why sandy said that physical geog is easier than human geog.
When i flipped through the chapters of the human geog, i was stumped by the chapters.
Fuck, its damn difficult.
So, the only solution is to buck up on my human and physical geog.
Since the start of the year, my studies haven been going downhill.
Even my best subject like chinese is like worse then a foreign student who had just studied chinese.
Wa lao, so sia suay lor.
must study hard liao lor.
Less tv shows, less computer time, less on everything that will distract me!
Fuck, STUDY HARD LA TAN DING QI.

2008-02-23T14:25:00.000+08:00

My legs are like breaking apart cos its aching.
The achings are due to wed taekwondo trainings.
PHYSICAL TRAINING.
wa lao.
I did my emaths test and is like quite ok.
I dun noe how to go the area sector and length of arc.
It is like so difficult:(
This morning assembly start off with some ECE investiture.
so damn boring...
Sandy kept punching my tigh despite i reminded her not to.
Now it aches like hell.
Haha, juz kidding.
Monday is amaths common test, my very first amaths test of this year.
I muz pass it cos my class test is like SHIT.
Fuck, i muz pass!
so many hmwrk, so little time-____________-

2008-02-19T14:02:00.000+08:00

Haix...
I flunked my chinese which was like E8=(
damn it.super sia suay.
sandy was like "huh, how could you fail chinese where it is your best subject?"
=(
okok i swore i will pass the next test what ever shit.
the O'levels chinese is like 26/05/08.
3 more months to work hard.
JIA YOU!
Talking about sandy, it reminded how jackson and teased me,"verbally abusing(wa lao)"
hahas.
they were making fun of my jiu suan le, muz they laugh at my skin colour?
too much lor.
you think i dont wan to be like sandy fair and clear?
i was born DARK man.
try standing under the sun la.
see wad CCA i am in. use your pea- brain and think Jackson.
muz say until like tat meh?
So much homework, so little time=(

2008-02-15T13:11:00.000+08:00

2008-02-13T08:58:00.000+08:00

Here to blog finally.

Dont know how many days I havent blog already.

Now its still chinese new year and my parents are overseas right now.

One big house with only two people.wa kao.damn lonely.

When my mum was at home, I used to think her naggings are a niusience.

We used quarrel over such small matters now its like totally 不习惯.

Faster come back home at least got someone to talk to luh.

Went to my cousin's house to stay for four day cos my parents are overseas.

Ang Bao also...ahahas[:

Random pics during chinese new year.

that's all bye bye[:

2008-01-25T12:01:00.000+08:00

TEST TEST TEST.

I'm so depress. I can imagine all the test came alive and stare at me fiercely cause i didnt event study! T.T

Now I noe how hard a sec 4 life can be. They get tortured by teachers every single day.

That's why I drew the devil and angel as the class board design.

Today first time heard Mr Koh say笑里藏刀. Then I saw Mr Koh smiling evily -___________-

Hahas.

Recently I watched公主小妹. Its not bad luh. Everybody say the ending sucks.

When I see it on my own, i think the ending is not bad luh. I'm weird right?

LOLs.

I like calvin chen:DDD

i'm so random-_________-

many many test coming up so i got to work really hard cos there is no mid-year for us!

In another week, chinese new year is coming[[[:

which means $$$$$;P

I'm such a money-face hahas.

gotta go to study le byes:D

get a life luh bitch.

2008-01-19T14:35:00.000+08:00

i'm so so damn sad today.

I felt so lonely in cca.

everyone seems like they haf a fren to tok to but i didnt.

It seems i dun blend into them.

I haf tried to communicate to eveyone but it didnt seems too work.

its not everyone's fault.

got one thing i damn bu shuang la.

I juz said to chee sheng "叫你不要拿这样多dowel pole。你看全部掉了。"

den he suddenly take a dowel pole and hit the cupboard.

I was chua tio la.

den after tat he gave a cheeky face.

I mean wtf???

i juz said sth and he was pissed and gave me gd scare.

u angry so tat means i dun angry la?

u call me a malay and did i angry before?wth.

today someone screamed at me at captain's ball.

i was shocked and gave blank expression to her.

I knew she didnt mean it but i guess she too harsh till i nearly cried so tats why.

Two words to descibe my feeling today "ROTTEN & HURT"

feel pouring out all my 心事to someone. but couldnt find a single soul.

i guess i will be alrite ba.

yesterday is pang pang retirement day.

i was feeling sad and happy for him.

i felt sad cos he is leaving soon and i am so reluctant.

I felt happy cos he can spend his remaining golden years happily and carefree.

the only teacher who can stand our class cheekiness.

the only teacher who neva complains about our class.

the only teacher who owaes wave his ruler around.

the only teacher who i respected most.

the only teacher who i like most!

we gave him a huge wooden ruler.

when he recieved a ruler, he took out his wooden ruler like a knight!

this is pic of me and pang pang:D

pang pang, i will owaes rmb you!

2008-01-17T14:23:00.000+08:00

Bonjjjjjoooouuur everyone!
Can't imagine i am so damn freaking tired today lah.
The moment i woke early in the morning when everyonewas sleeping, i juz felt like dropping back to my bed.
I am half dead.
Haix...tml is pang pang's last day.
So sad luh, i wan him to teach me maths!!
The only teacher who waved around his ruler at everyone.
We gave him a wooden ruler with everyone's signature on it.
I bet he would be touched.
Shit! I haven start to design de classroom.
Tml I shall design hahas:DD
Today there is camp craft training.
I haf to sub a guy into flagstaff team.
By the time i finished training.
I am dead beat.
Man , I'm freaking tired D:

salut ppl[[[[[[:

2008-01-15T14:11:00.000+08:00

k i juz updated my sudoku on my blog.
Those who are sudoku lovers, go ahead play then.
My tagboard is pronounced dead le.
Seriously, life is getting tougher.
But i will persist[[:
I hate emaths.
Cos it suck suck suck.
some of you might think, wth? emaths is so easy to pass.
nah....for me is diff la. I think is another way round(((:
maybe my basics are so bad then i cant even do a simple problem sums.
The only lesson I paid attention is maths-.-
I wan to tok bout my history teacher.
i prefer mrs yap better la.
at least she will give us some notes to copy.
This teacher juz summarise wads in the textbook.
well well well!
she juz kept tokin tokin tokin non-stop.
nobody is paying attention to her-.-
i guess i haf to kao zi ji.
well tats all den peeps(((:
CIAO:DDDD

2008-01-14T14:47:00.000+08:00

last thu and fri, we went to two poly open house. Tp and Sp. it was crowded. I was thinking of what course to choose then i saw this aviation management and services course. So I decided to choose that but the count up point is so so scaryD: 11pts. so I have to work really hard for tat course maybe?? If not, I'll have to choose fiance course. As long as one course from buisness and engineering school jiu dui le.
You were right.Now it is not a moment to think of relationships. Now it is a time to concentrate on studies and maybe perhaps CCA. If that is your decision, I will respect it. like you say,就让我们过去，随着钢琴的演奏淡忘吧。I need time to forget it. Happy to know you and you will be always in my heart. Take care and study hard for your O levels[:

2008-01-05T13:22:00.000+08:00

First post of 2008. Such a lagger am I? I read other people's blog and they had already posted since 1/1/08. okok shall not elaborate further. Guess who's our new form teacher after Mrs Hendra's gone? Mr Tan-.- we were joking about him that he was super nerdy!!Looks abit like Mr Sim. Mr Koh is our still our co-form HUrray!!! The first day of sch was always the most boring day of all 365days. First thing in the morning, they have this very booorrrrring mass to welcome the sec 1s 2008. The air-condition made me felt sleepy. Time really flies(DUH). The sec 1 this year looks shorter(?)opps!!!paiseh. But hey didnt u notice? We returned back to our classes and it was at 4th level. We have to climb up n levels of flight to reach our class. But isnt it a good exercise?-.- School ended at 1.30pm which was a relieve! I cant stand long school hours. After attending the O level talk by Mr Koh, i felt abit guilt because during the holidays didnt even touch any books. But I will study hard la(((: ok ppl shall post more tomorrow. Byes[[[[:

2008-01-04T06:28:00.000+08:00

HI(:

2007-12-23T14:19:00.000+08:00

Woke up reluctantly frm my bed and get ready to go to sch to meet up with Joey Sir to have POP discussion. After we told our plans, he said it was alright but by the look of his face, he was quite surprised. The dance was cancelled luh. Although Elaine did not show on her face tat she was disappointed, we all know how she felt. Cheer up gal:D Managed to finish the sechdule. Haix, time is pressing on us. I hate it to be pressurized lor. But no choice lor, POP cumming liao.Went to have lunch at KFC afterwards.

This few days had been listening to McFly songs. was influenced by woei jiun lor. LOls[[[: each time she came to my house, she would play McFly songs. After I heard some the songs. I found it was nice so was addicted to it;DD

hehe[[[:
Have a nice day;DDD

2007-12-20T05:53:00.000+08:00

Hey hey hey~~~~

havent blog for like super duper loooooonnnnngg.
Felt like blogging but the moment i started typing, i lost my ling gan-.-
SCH is opening so_on~~~ the holidays seems short.
Everyday waste my time sitting in front of the computer.
But I got do omework de ok??LOLs[[[:
hahahas[[[[[[;
Recently met up wif sec4 mata'08 for POP discussion in my house.
The date is comming nearer and we havent finish everything.
But we jia you de:DDD
Yesterday night went to White Tangerine to celebrate Nina's birthday.
Ordered brownies & ice cream for dessert and its super nice luh LOLs(((:
I tink she must be quite happy luh cos her erhem erhem is there;DD
Stood aside to see cheesheng haoxiang lijing n woeijiun playing pool.
cheeasheng tat ass is a pro luh.
The ball went into the hole even though he stood at any angle=.-
Played Daidi wif weiting minghui haoxiang and lijing.
In the last game, i won them for the first time!!!
Hahas(((((:
Well, weiting and elaine in my house now waiting for woei jiun.

TATA[[[[:

2007-12-08T01:03:00.000+08:00

"Amazed"

Everytime our eyes meet
This feeling inside me
Is almost more than I can take
Baby when you touch me
I can feel how much you love me
And it just blows me away
I've never been this close to anyone or anything
I can hear your thoughts
I can see your dreams

I don't know how you what you do
I'm so in love with you, it just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you

The smell of your skin
The taste of your kiss
The way you whisper in the dark
Your hair all around me, baby you surround me
You touch everyplace in my heart
Oh, it feels like the first time everytime
I wanna spend the whole night in your eyes

I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you, it just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you

Every little thing that you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life with you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Oh, every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you

-Duncan James